So this past weekend I decided, I think, for the first time in my life to eliminate a close friend from my life. This shit is like real hard. How do you get to a point, after so many years, to decide they are not good to have in your life anymore? I don’t know if I have made the right decision, or if it will definitely stick, but I know right now, I cannot have this person around. Detrimental is really all I can say.
I just know that I cannot have people in my life that repeatedly try and make me feel all sorts of crappy. Being on my own again this past year has opened my eyes and I have come to know what I deserve, and definitely what I do not. I have been focusing on seeing other people’s happiness, not as a direct result of mine, but more so shared between a relationship. I will be the first to admit I am wrong, and the first to speak up when I am not.
Regardless, I know this is something that will eliminate stress from my life. I cannot even begin to think how to just cut someone that was such a huge part of my life out. I am straight bugging about it. But whatever.
Que Sera Sera.
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